Friday, June 22, 2007

Out With The Old, In With The New.

I now have met much of my family on the Taylor side. But this gain in family comes at a loss of my grandfather, whom I met when I was 14.

I don't really know what to say.

my father says i look a lot like his father when he was younger.

I am sorry to see him gone.

Monday, June 11, 2007

The Only Way I am Getting By Is Getting Low

It never gets better than this.
40+ hours a week I go in an tune out. I see no reason to pay attention to anyone at work any more. I have 3 weeks left of work. 2 more paychecks then i am done.

One week of freedom and then one month of pure madness. I am counting down the days till i leave this monotony. no more assembling no more cutting no more dealing with hipsters no more dealing the senile and no more dealing with the seriousness of a job that is not rewarding.

I have had jobs where I wake up and feel like shit for a month. but one morning i wake up and I am happy and i am done. the project has been finished. my body went through a lot to get there. satisfaction.

satisfaction is one thing i don't get from framing prints for hospitals and banks.

I am a photographer for god sake ( not literally, god has nothing to do with my profession) and i have had every creative thought in my body sucked out because of repetition.

one month till Germany. I cant wait.