This semester I am taking
- Art 3750 Photo studies II
- ArtH 2500 Art History (western art)
- German 1020
- Math 1090 Business/Economics math
So school is great.
I am now part if the "851 crew" a elite group of people that live in a apartment known as the 851 Rivera. I am 1.5 miles away from school. finally. No more WeJo and 45min Trax rides.
This is going to do so much for my health, wallet, time, and creativity.
I ran into a schoolmate from high school. He was Bane if I was Batman, Newman if I was Seinfeld. But I haven't seen him in almost 3 years. I still know his face I still know his eyebrows and facial features. We weren't enemies that fought with muscle or gadgets. It was an art thing. It was almost a School Spirit thing. I didn't feel he belonged. he was an outsider. He came from a more prestigious background. I knew he had talent but I didn't like how all his works were bland and when I would look across the room I would get angry. I pledged to do better that him.
But when I saw him this time I felt as if i had already achieved that. Now we are on an even playing field and I consider him a friend for the most part. It could be that I directed all the "I am going to better than you" toward someone that sank the ship called Friend before it could leave the dock. which is a sad event seeing as we would have made great things together. but she is childish and selfish.
I can tell that my goals in life seem to be right on target. I throw better when I am challenged or doubted. There is more satisfaction in showing someone they were wrong when they doubt anyone. I have said it before: "If you doubt me, challenge me, or look down upon me, I will do everything in my power to prove you wrong." I am a very confident young man. I have been proving peoples misconceptions wrong for the last 20 years. Look at what I have done for myself in the last 5 years.
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And you and I both know. I might be wrong. BUT you have to be able to express that feeling, thought, emotion, worry etc... to me. I am a very straight forward person. I am not the best at reading emotions ask the Kelsey's. In one week I ruined (almost completely) 3 peoples freshman year because I wasn't getting feedback and I didn't care to read emotions.
Kelsey King did the best thing for me by just telling me how she felt. Truthfully. no matter how bad it hurt. and it did nothing but help who I am and who we were.
She changed me in 5 mins. Made me a better person.
But I am not going to deal with people that are of adult age and still act as children.
Rant RANT rant